hurt ...

i really dunno la , but now i'm damn hurt , why am i always the one being hurt n sad ? i really dunno what to do or what to say , i really very tired of this already .. i really love him , i love him to the extend that i can say he's my everything but why is he treating me like this . like what lai yin told me , kah jun comment bout me when he went out with lai yin , said i'm too loyal n too into the relationship n also said i will be the end up damn damn damn damn hurt , haihz , altho i dont really know him but i agree with what he said , haihz , really speechless la , really very hurting , btw , client counselling today was quite fun tho .from today onwards i'm not going to talk to him everyday wherereas only one day per week n one hour , haihz , anything la , i shall be use to it , really cannot control or say anything already , haihz :'( i'm sad , damn sad , i have so many problems , life is really damn stressful as we grow older , haihz especially in relationship . really damn hurting , dunno what to say anymore , anything la , haihz , signing outz